03.31.03, 18:32.
held hostage.

i had this terrifying dream last night where i was being held hostage with another person by some crazy man with a gun. the other prisoner was handling it very well, but i was a mess. i was crying hysterically. the other prisoner found our captor and said "look, let her go. i'll stay, but let her go. she has a family and friends and an education and a future- i don't. will you please let her go?" and he looked at me, passed me the gun, and said "i'll let you live if you kill me."

i could stay and be killed, or kill and be free. i had no fucking clue what to do and just forced myself to wake up. it's still bothering me.

03.23.03, 04:57.
on the war...

though this will probably be my only commentary on this war, i'd like to say the following: "dear americans: your president is a fucking moron. this is where he's got you. when the planes come crashing in all over the entire country, run. love shannen."

03.16.03, 03:19.
3am munchies.

my floor in my dorm smells like weed and there are doritos everywhere. i love this place.

03.13.03, 19:39.
zzz...

i can't stop sleeping lately. 16 hours a day can't be healthy.